which meannnnssss: BACK TO WORKING OUT! i’ve seriously had so much pent up energy that i NEED to expend. who would’ve thought. also, my weight finally evened out from the meds.
that was not a fun time, but i’m back to normal (2 pounds to go till i hit one of my GWs! i’m still going for a solid 150 before college, 135 ultimate.)
can you tell by the amount of caps that i’m pretty psyched. BUILD THAT MUSCLE! (can’t wait to get back to lifting, my arms need it xD)
Breakfast
Smoothie! 1 cup frozen raspberries
.5 cup of frozen blackberries
1 cup of plain chobani greek yogurt
a little bit of milk
Lunch
1.5 cups salad with un peu caesar dressing.
1 cup grapes! (finally in season, they were absolutely delicious!)
4 saltines with a weight watchers cheese wedge (garlic herb)
Down one more pound! Thank goodness too, it hasn’t been a good two weeks. Here’s to more healthy eating, getting back on track!
CW: 161
i hate being fat, i hate the fact that no boys like me, i hate the fact that i can’t wear cute clothing, i hate the fact that my stomach rolls, my thighs jiggle, my arms smoosh to the side of my shirt. i want: -to lose weight -to get healthier (have a successful eating plan, workout more, do yoga) -a boy to like me -my hipbones to show. (is that wrong?) -to be able to wear a crop top and not feel fat -to be able to wear bodycon skirts and look cute -to be able to walk around in a bikini like its no big deal. -to be pretty. Okay, I’m starting this blog as my own inspiration for achieving a healthier, happier lifestyle. I feel like I’ve been “dieting” forever, but this time it’s the fundamental changes that are keeping me on the right track. Over the summer, I decided to become more active (run, yoga, dance, insanity workouts), and it really changed my idea of a good body. I’m not asking to be a size zero. I want to be fit, toned, thin, and overall healthy. And my tumblr starts today. (I might be making a progress blog, keep you all updated)
